Sometimes these treasure chests begin to orbit my heart and my
Skull and as soon as I become uncomfortable
Or sense the situation lagging
I can patch things through a strange
Take social anxiety for instance,
I will be socially anxious and I begin to focus and things are still
Disturbingly slippery and unmeaning-ful but it is through this concentration
That I begin to orbit closer and closer to a point,
A point that is never achieved but I enjoy leveraging around.
And stop suffering about the suffering.
Everyone learns these things and often it just goes silently,
But I like trying to talk about them.